been wondering why i can’t open the gate through solace.
maybe i have the wrong key; maybe i don’t even have one.
“you can’t open your comfort door without a key. the key is within your mind,” said a voice in my head.
but my mind is currently a chaos; it is a war of storms.
each storm wants to get the upper hand.
“have you tried to embrace them, your anxieties?”
the storms once whirling around slowly dissipate, then silence.
“you’re neither good nor bad. you’re neutral. it relies on our perspective and belief,” continued the voice.
change is real, though it might feel surreal.
when i finally embrace myself–get a hold of the key, hopefully, i’ll keep on walking and passing my anxieties one at a time.