i’ll learn how to flee

i hate being foreign with you

my heart aches when you treat me differently

my body wants to scream hey notice me

but we are in completely two different worlds

so, do i have something to complain about? 

cause it’s not you, it’s me

it’s not you who should start noticing me 

but it’s me, the one to start learning to flee

from the whole ‘why am i the only one to care‘ situation when you never give even a single damn

i query myself twenty-four seven, oh you know that for sure

i loathe myself for always saying hey stop yourself he doesn’t feel the same way

while thinking about you and all the impossible possibilities 

stupid of me, to expect more every single day

should reality slap me so i would know that there will never be a way?

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