Your sparks linger like a tattoo kiss
a sliver encounter, I reminisce
Thousands of potential scenarios play relentlessly
Battling against the unspoken desire I repressed persistently
Poisoning my mind like a drug
sweeping my hopes under the rug
My what-ifs revolve around you now
As if I know how
Questioning myself every night
Haunting my feelings so tight
your signals I constantly consume
Innocently convince me
A long time has passed
And now I realised
My double vision is only amplifying everything he isn’t
oh God, I hate you sometimes
Maybe I like the idea of you
Better in my head